Friday, September 23, 2005

It's raining cats and dogs

A while ago I happened to glance the front page of a newspaper and read something about a fallen billboard which interrupted MRT operations for three hours in Manila. I just realized that its not only here in Baguio that has winds this strong but also in Manila. But the way I looked at the picture it seems that it isn't raining, not like here where it is so cold its as if the baguio climate is not enough. In case you people do not know, the BER months signals the start of rising cold in Baguio. Although the peak of the chill happens sometime after the year has ended, the coldness starts to affect me. I do not sweat anymore during the night and I almost do not want to wake up in the morning because the temperature is so much conducive to sleeping. But then it is as if I can sleep all I want so I muster enough strength and do what I have to do.
Last night the cadets from Maritime Academy of the Asia and the Pacific (MAAP) arrived and I just feel like writing in my blog that we have visitors inside barracks. I reckon that they won't enjoy their visit because of the weather but then it is as if it matters to me if they do enjoy their visit to my alma mater. I haven't interacted with them yet except for some hi's and hellos when we meet in the hallway doing our thing.
In more than a month classes will be over and then break will commence. In my class earlier the instructor announced our latest grade and Philosophy is not looking up for me. With 7.7 its so many points shy of exemption. Of course, there's still two unit lessons to go and I really hope that the next lessons willgive me chance to catch up. Well, at least this time I am not confronted with deficiencies that threaten my cadetship. My goal now is really to exempt as much subject as i can so that I will have more free time come finals week and if possible go on early break.
Well, my problems are over (it seems); except for my friendster account which is not much of a problem really, I think all is well in the end. I guess that's how I would pit it right now. Despite of the problems I have encountered, in the past weeks everything just ended well and is looking bright ahead. So that's it for now..... Ciao

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

It's confirmed

I just tried viewing my hacked friendster account from another account of my classmate and its confirmed some of the entries were altered by the one who accessed it and changed the profile so that I can not access it anymore. The words were changed from the original Anak ng Baka to Anak ng Bakla. Well, I guess that's how fun is for that person. Not so long ago I remembered sharing my accoutn with someone since at that time I can not access my account because of the training. I told the person to check my account for me so that it won't be idle for the next couple of months. When I resumed using the account, I did not bother to change any of my profile settings since I basically felt that there was no need for it. But lo and behold after a conflict that happened recently even my friendster account is undersiege. Imagine how crazy some people's minds are to the point beyond comprehension. Of course I do not worry much on what that person might probably do to that account. The truth is I am more worried with my friends list that I will be losing if I create another account. The person can spread to the whole world na bading ako and that I like men for all I care, if you know me I even tell people sometimes that I am gay just for the heck of it, as if it will change anything about my sexuality. The truth is, one just have to know who they really are and basically no amount of false rumor can change the way they think about themselves. Well, that is just life is, I'm hoping somebody will help me get my account back or the person will realize how shallow the action is and just give me back my friendster account, e-mail mo na lang ako huwag kang mag-alala I am not a vengeful person, I'm way beyond that, I just want to live my life to the fullest, I may have done some stupid things that have affected people but I try my best to be good maybe not in the way that some people think I should. I have my way of doing things and if you're just patient enough to wait then you wouldn't be bannering your stupidity and childish tantrums over the internet for people to see and "appreciate". Well, at least I have my blog account secure perhaps the person can try hacking into this one also and say something like I am gay and all that... as if it matters sige for the fun of it I will say it

I AM GAY, BADING AKO
ang saya saya..... :)

Monday, September 19, 2005

Corps Mag

We're done with the latest Corps Magazine, in a few weeks it will be out. I'm proud to say that I had a good time doing this one of course that includes going to manila and getting the chance to go home. I'm posting the cover of the magazine so that you people can get a glimpse of how it's going to look like, please tell me your comments... the image is the whole cover the left is the front cover and the right is the back cover..... yun lang po... thanks

Sunday, September 18, 2005

I hope not

I haven't blogger for quite sometime. Maybe its because of my frustration over what happened to my friendster account. Anyway, I am presently in a situation which I would rather say that is not that well. I mean now is the time when I lie on my bed before falling asleep feeling that my life is going to shatter into pieces. I really do not know how to go about nor I am willing to divulge any information about it. What I do know is that there comes a time when we become stupid and do thing that we regret, for my part I just might regret this for a very long time. I just hope that just like the mistakes that I have done in the past, this too will come to an end and everything will come to its proper place and then make me a better person, more learned and more wise in making choices. I do not wish to blame anyone I do know that what is happening right now is my own doing and its only my own decisions that will resolve this, but I hope this one stupidity will not shatter the dreams and aspirations that I have pursued relentlessly for the past so many years of my life. I hope that when the cloud of doubt clears out, I haven't lost the things that I love the most. I'm afraid that I just might lose my PMA dream, I hope not...

Saturday, September 10, 2005

HACKER or TROUBLEMAKER??

May nakialam sa friendster account ko, now I can't even access it. I'm thinking what are the chances that someone can just log into my friendster account and change it so that I can not log in? I'm now thinking that somebody is trying to do something that is not that good and I'm waiting for the blow. Something tells me that something is about to happen and I can't begin to think what is it. The truth is I have suspicions but I will just have to wait and see as we say in PMA wala naman talaga akong magawa. Sooner or later I will just feel that something is up or rather someone is out there cooking up something against me. So I retreat to my blog hoping that this too won't be accessed into without my permission.