Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Love on Valentine's Day

When February started, I received a text message with the following content:

"Dahil February na, magmamahal na ako -- Globe Unlimitxt"

Then just this morning, I had two messages, all of which were greeting me with Happy Heart's Day. Finally, my instructor in my first period class just had to greet everyone Happy Valentine's Day. I wonder how to go about these things.

I do not know if this is true in all places but there seems to be this unofficial tradition about Valentine's Day. Not that its a bad thing but just observing the things that are happening around at this time of the year, you begin to ask yourself if people really do things like how they do it on Valentine's day or is it just because of the season that suddenly settles inself inside the psyche of the people? Let us examine this phenomenon.

One may not have realized but in occassions like this most people will go out of their way to think about all the romance they can muster inside their system. Its like an inevitable feeling that convinces everyone that this is how things should be at this time of the year. It is interesting that at some point in a year in everyone's life, they actually make an effort to really love. The sad thing though is that after all the romance has faded away, the month changes, it is so easy to forget about love and just be reminded about it when February comes back again and everything is red.

In a conversation with my sister about a week ago, I was telling her about love being a state of a person and not some feeling. I told her that it is really not about the other person that we choose to love but its about the person that we become out of the love that we give. In my experience as a person who has always tried his best to give out love to the people I care about, I have learned that no matter how things will be we never lost in love, instead we find out things that we do not know existed. These things allow as to go on loving without really thinking of the outcome of the things that we do. I say that it is a state of a person for the primary reaso0n that it begins with a decision to just do it, letting go of ourselves and then allowing them to experience a part of us. There is no expectation of something in return, there is just this wonderful feeling that loving is enough and the assurance of a promise from God who created love itself. The wonder of love is not on its feeling but in its ability to understand and sustain things despite of everything that happens that in some way contrary to our common conception of how things should be. In the end it is about deciding to do it not because our calendar says its February 14, or that there is something that we can get out of it but for the simple reason that not to do it is a betrayal of the kind of person we were created in the first place.

I wonder if amidst all the romance that is around us at this time of the year, we have really made that effort to just love even when things do not seem appropriate for such feeling. It is the hardest thing to do yet the most noble. I do not know how to put this but having been through life and experiencing love from all types of people, I learned that love never leaves us. It always leaves a trail that always reveals to us the beauty and wonder of everything that is in this world.
So I stick to this definition in the Bible claiming the promise in the last sentence:

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails"

Happy Valentine's Day everyone.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Rereading the journal

I have around 10 minutes to type this blog, I hope to cover everything that I thought of writing before I came here.
I have not heard a bad comment yet regarding my Uncle Bobo article, its not that I am hoping some nasty comment will be given to it maybe at the back of my mind I was prepared to hear what people has to say about it. Anyway, I am glad I published it here. From now on, my supposed to be articles for the Corps Magazine will be published in this blog and I will label them so that they can be accessed easily, just wait for it I have other ideas in mind.
I while ago, I was reading my Purpose Driven Life Journal. It was a journal that is accompanied by the famous book by Rick Warren. About early July of 2004 (as a fourthclass) I decided that I will start doing the 40 days Purpose Driven Life on my own. It was a decision I made out of the realization that I should put my cadetship in a direction that is according to God's will for me. So I asked Faith to buy me one and if I remembered in right I have not paid her until now. so I started doing it but then sometime in October, I stopped writing. I do not know the reason maybe I just became tired of having to force myself write what I thought about something that I read when sometimes I jsut want to meditate on the new realizations that I had. I resumed it in December 29, because of a thought brought about by Grace (yes the lovely Grace) when we were talking during the Superintendent's Hop (she was my partner). I wrote some more until I stopped sometime in January when this blog was ressurected.
It was only today that I realized how much of the things that I aspired for during those times have come to pass without me realizing that at some point in my quest for God, He revealed to me that the things that will happen to me in the future. I was suprised to read that at one point I was writing my prayer only to realize that I have it now. But more on that, I also realized that I was feeling somewhat the same emotion about being uncertain of the things to come and then resolving to allow God to work according to His plan and that always He has never failed me. I guess my point is that in all that is happening in our life even if we are not aware, He guides us day by day ensuring that we walk in a path that is according to His plan.
I also remembered something that was trigerred by an event that happened earlier today at church. I still do not know if I should write about it in this blog since it is about certain people that I prayed for and for some reason I am seeing the fulfillment of that prayer. I had a realization this morning and it still bothers me up to this very moment. I am trying to comprehend if what I am feeling is actually the truth or am I just making it up because that is what I happened?
Anyway, in that journal I always end it with something and that is how I will end this entry.... Thank you for Grace....I love you people....

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

The Character that is Bobo

Note: This is article is a result of a research that almost cost me my cadetship. I am not able to publish it someplace else because of the trouble that I had to go through but then again its a pity in people can not read this so here it is)

Each issue of the Corps Magazine is a reflection of the culture that has been shaped by the kind of training that the cadets have gone through. The opinions are more often related to leadership, excellence and other related topics that are usually the kind of ideas that they are injected in everything that they are doing inside the academy. The feature stories are results of the cadet’s ability to tell stories about their seemingly strange life and coupling it with the kind of entertaining flavor that does not only enliven the tale but also aims to put out the notion of cadets being rigid and automatons. This is also true with the literary page. More often, readers comment that the stories of cadets are usually those of lost love and longing. The reason for that is because these are the emotions that the cadets experience being far from their loved ones and enduring the hardships of training. And of course, at the end of each issue comes the endeared cadet character that has stood the test of time – Uncle Bobo.

The Legend that was BOBO

When the first cadet publication (then known as the Kaydet Gossiper) was launched in June 1937, it was a mere mimeographed publication intended to be published weekly among the Corps of Cadets. It became a hit among the cadets that soon even its name was a matter of consensus among the still small cadet corps, thus by popular vote the official cadet publication was renamed The Corps, the name that it still carries to this date.
When World War 2 broke out and the Academy was closed down, those in the publication joined the war halting the existence of the magazine. When PMA reopened in 1947, the Corps Magazine was also resurrected and soon after Uncle Bobo was introduced. He was to become the cadet character that is not only to identify with the magazine but also to all the cadets who have been at one time his classmates.

Through the years, he has evolved into someone who is not only a character but has somewhat became “everybody’s uncle.” Perhaps there is no other character that is easily identified with PMA and its cadets more than Uncle Bobo. In later years, with the acceptance of women into the Academy, he was given a female counterpart through Tita Anita, who basically carries the same features as that of the original Uncle Bobo.

What does Uncle Bobo Represent?

Ironically the character was intended not to be representative of PMA. As one cavalier would put it “Uncle Bobo was a satire of cadet life and someone we used so we can laugh at ourselves, at our systems, at our regimented lives. He was something we all wanted to become if we weren't so bounded by rules and regulations and all that stuff. He was NOT meant to be a symbol of what a cadet should be. Look, anyone who thinks that Uncle Bobo is representative of what a cadet should be is taking himself and Uncle Bobo too seriously.” This is especially evident with the name Bobo which literally means in Filipino as dumb. Cadets can not be dumb for in fact cadets are expected to be the cream of the crop among the Filipino youth.
Maybe it’s because of the Filipino culture, but nonetheless it is actually the satirical nature of the character that has gained his popularity among the magazine’s audience. He has a belly that is non existent to majority of the cadets. He has always managed to remain a cadet despite of having gone through all the “near-dismissal” experience possible and later on he attributes this to the fact that all the generals out there were at one time his classmates. He wears the chevron of a Supply Sergeant which is in fact one of the lesser ranking positions in the Corps among the graduating cadets.

Generally, one would expect that a cadet like that of Uncle Bobo will never be able to remain in PMA for he is a symbol of mediocrity, but then as all cavaliers and cadets will eventually agree, he is the epitome of what a cadet should not be. It is not really that too hard to understand because Filipinos are, as a people; have been known to find laughter even at very unlikely circumstances.

Other characters

In the United States Military Academy, the institution which PMA is based on, their official mascot is the mule. According to a fact sheet regarding what WestPoint calls as the Army Mule, “the choice of the mule as a mascot reflects the long-standing usefulness of this animal in military operations – hauling guns, supplies and ammunition. Strong, hearty and persevering, the mule is an appropriate symbol for the Corps of Cadets.” Unlike in PMA, their mascot is usually their character that represents them mostly during sporting events coming from an American culture that is very much competitive. Their mule was a response to the United States Naval Academy’s goat, which is the other half of the long standing Navy-Army service academies’ rivalry.

The Korean Military Academy, on the other hand, has Muraky. He is the embodiment of their motto which is Wisdom, Integrity and Courage. Not much can be researched about their character owing to the limited information on this character but just the same theirs symbolize a character that is closely identified with their institution.

Here in the Philippines, PMA’s counterpart in the Philippine National Police Academy has Cadet Abutalams who, similarly, is also immortalized inside the pages of their official cadet publication, Kalasag. The name Abutalams is derived from the term “malatuba” which in local slang is an epitome of being shabby. The character appears in the form of comic strips where he finds himself in humorous situations during his training in the Police Academy. Like Uncle Bobo, Cadet Abutalams tries to find humor amidst the regimented cadet training which includes getting away with his laxities.

In the University of the Philippines, student’s call themselves as Isko (or Iska for the females) to mean that they are “Iskolar ng Bayan.” The term is more of a label the same as that of Atenista for those who went to Ateneo. But unlike that of Ateneo, Isko has been given a character for the term is considered to be more an entity rather than just a name to call students of UP collectively. In a play aptly entitled Isko’t Iska presented in UP – Los BaƱos, Isko is portrayed as a UP student who has to deal with the daily pressures of UP life. In a deeper analysis, owing to the extent of freedom that those in UP are allowed, Isko is the embodiment of the hardships and many challenges of student life in an academic community that has so much variety and spice. Isko deals with all of this and tries his best to do what he is supposed to do as a student – to study that is.

Of course, who could forget Uncle Sam and Juan dela Cruz, the characters closely identified as American and Filipino respectively. Much has been written about the origin and nature of these characters but just the same they embody a feature that is unique to the people they represent. For Uncle Sam he is portrayed as someone with authority perhaps owing to the authority figure of the United States. For our beloved Juan dela Cruz, he is often found wearing the traditional salakot and is more of a common man just as how most Filipinos portray themselves.

There are still other characters that can not be accommodated in this write up but generally it is obvious that their symbolism is representative of the kind of culture of the group that they represent. In the case of the Americans, their character was reflective of a representation of their competitive spirit and their aggressiveness. It was a result of the need to create something that could symbolize the kind of people they wish to be portrayed. The Koreans have theirs to symbolize the virtues that they value. Finally for the Filipinos, theirs is a portrayal of simple people who are faced with the many challenges of their existence.

To put it simply, the Filipinos as an observation, including that of Uncle Bobo, uses symbolisms as an outlet of their fun loving nature even in serious circumstances and not really that of role models that they wish to be like. Uncle Bobo symbolizes the daily struggle of every cadet to survive cadetship despite of “deficiencies” that may come in all forms and yet come out a winner.

The Real score
In all these comparisons and existing realities there is something that perhaps redeems the Filipinos in their choice of symbols that they attach to themselves. If one will just try to analyze the characters that the Filipinos come up with, there is something that is evident in all of them. Despite the obvious deficiencies of this character, they embody something that the Filipinos can be proud of – that is the enduring attitude and perseverance that is not only evident in their character but also in the portrayal that they receive.

In Uncle Bobo’s corner, he gives advices to letter senders that are, although filled with humorous remarks, but in reality are witty solutions to simple problems. If there is one thing that redeems Uncle Bobo despite of all his “deficiencies”, it is the wisdom that he evokes when he responds to the letters he receives. Also, Uncle Bobo has become everybody’s uncle not because of his looks or his laxities but because he embodies the typical PMA cadet who despite of the rigors of cadet training, is still able to laugh at it and at the same time go on with the training and endure some more. In this regard, as in the other Filipino characters mentioned, the Filipino character stands out, enduring all possible hardship and conquering it at the same time, and perhaps the most important of all, laughing while at it.

In conclusion

The sum of all the ideas presented lies on the question of what is truly in the heart of a Filipino. Is it in the portrayal of being an excellent person that has all the perfect qualities one can think of or is it in the ability to rise above the difficulties of reality and be a winner?

Most people would say that Filipinos always love the underdog. Darna is loved despite being Narda who can not walk normally. We love it when a young man from humble beginnings eventually wins the WBC International Super Featherweight Championship in the person of Manny Pacquiao. And we hope as we watch Bea Alonzo and John Lloyd Cruz in ABS-CBN’s Maging Sino Ka Man that eventually John Lloyd’s character as Ely will rise above the difficulty of loving a rich Bea Alonzo who portrays Jacky.

Uncle Bobo is in the same light. Although the Philippine Military Academy envisions of becoming the country’s best leadership school by year 2015, it can not undermine the reality that the Academy is a microcosm of the Philippine society and is reflective of the kind of culture that it represents. Inside the hearts of every “snappy” cadet is that desire to just be free and be able to commit the laxity that only Uncle Bobo can get away with. The reality is that there is this serious contradiction between trying to live up to the standards required by the Academy and the whims and wants of every PMA cadet. This goes out in the kind of characters that they idolize that in the end allow the cadets to be in touch with the person that they are allowing them to go on with the rigors of cadet training.

So, at the end of each issue of the Corps Magazine sums up the totality of every PMA cadet that brings up the real person in each of them. Uncle Bobo embodies their desire to just be free and be away from all the pressures that they are constantly subjected to. It is not to say they wish to dwell in these desires but rather, it is the acceptance that they have such yearning. The point is that in the end, what will stand out is their willingness to let go of it and do what they are supposed to do, following their mandate and be the best leaders this country can ever know.

Uncle Bobo tickles the heart of people because it embodies the reality of everyone who is caught between one must do and what one wants to do. But what is the most important thing is that at the end of the day, the Filipino character will stand out enduring all possible obstacles and being triumphant in his endeavors. That is what the true Filipino Character is even inside the head of a character like BOBO.

(Special thanks to the comments from the Plebes and Cavaliers Yahoo Groups, cadets from the Philippine National Police Academy and other well meaning friends for the information that they provided. Of course, to the bright idea of one snappy senior officer)

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Tidbits

I'm trying my best to think of something that would make sense but finally giving up to just writing the bits and pieces that remained in my head trying to make the most out of the little time I have to blog. Here it is:
  • PMA won the recently concluded 1st Tri-Academy Athletic Meet which was played with the Philippine National Police Academy and Maritime Academy of Asia and the Pacific. I will definitely shape up so that I can compete back in swimming and join the meet next year which will be hosted by MAAP in Bataan.
  • I still do not have a drag for the hop this saturday. By drag I mean a partner and hop is a dance. I wonder why I feel so worried about this when it really doesn't matter if I have a partner or not... It's weird really.
  • I have a very MAJOR exam tomorrow... wala lang just saying it
  • So many new ideas are coming up about the article I will publish here soon, I am just waiting to have time to put in this new ideas and improve the article.
  • I was jumping from one friendster account to another just moments ago and I kind of realized how fun it is outside and be Free. Its not that this yearning of mine is new I just have to say it.
  • Last Friday, I receieved a package from my Father all the way from Davao about an information I need for a project. I was kind of dismayed because I thought he would have added some treat for me in that package. Lo and behold I was sent the only thing that I asked... Hindi man nya lang naisip na sana padalhan ng something ang kanyang kawawang anak sa Baguio
  • Its was warmer last night and I hope it keeps up, the temperature kind of affects my mood lately.

That is all I can think of right now... till next blogging adventure. I love you people

Saturday, February 03, 2007

It is not always that I listen to a speech from our usual visitors every saturday that I end up thinking about what that guest said. Today is definitely one of those rare moments. For some reason listening to a four star general talking about his "rotment" as a cadet in the Philippine Military Academy and then concluding by saying "NO AMOUNT... I'M NOW THE CHIEF PNP" kind of gives so much hope in whatever rotment it is that I am feeling everyday that I spend here. I think this blog has been a witness to the many complains I have, from the simplest to the silliest. I always defend myself that although I complain, it is just my way of releasing the building up tension inside me. This afternoon, when I went out of the mess hall, I kind of thought that maybe the general speaking in front just moments ago might have had the same feeling that I always have but still he persisted. And that may have been true to all the other generals in the hall that afternoon. In the end, came back to my room having a renewed sense of hope and realizing that each day that I move on brings me closer to my goal. Maybe in the not so distant future, I will be able to say to myself... "NO AMOUNT!!!"
I actually have tons to do. In my front is a folder that has something to do with a class project that has been unofficially delegated to me to do. I also have a lot of things to write for some other requirements. The irony is that although I am aware of all this, it seems that I do not have the will to do what I have to do. I end up staring at the computer screen and jumping from one friendster account to another. I then start missing people and become sentimental and then write about it in this blog (just right now) Maybe its because I do not have someone to talk to like I had Yaser way back in the days that I did not wear the cadet uniform. Maybe because I try my best not to deal with my problems and just hope for the better. Or maybe I am just stressed up that I can not concentrate on accomplishing my tasks. I do not know but I really have to gather myself and start going back to what I am supposed to do.
Imagine the irony of what I am writing, first its about hope and then suddenly I am talking about losing focus... something is definitely wrong with me. Anyway, the article will soon come out just be patient... Goodbye people....