Monday, March 21, 2005

Meeting new people and hoping friendship blooms

I had the time of my life last night attending the graduation party of somebody I met during the wedding last friday. I was really suprise to being invited in that party primarily because we just met plus of course being uneasy of not really knowing what awaits me in that party. But then, with a week to go before going back to Baguio plus the prospect of expanding my circle of friends, I went and had a very good time. Its really not everyday that you meet the people that you like meeting. I mean, with the variety of people, we all have our preferences and for me I always go for the intellectual but not the nerdy types, those that have all the confidence in the world and will not be intimidated by somebody who has all the opinions on everything. For once I thought that the world has lost this type of people, those that I can actually talk with and hope that time just stops. Maybe because I have very little time in freedom that I kind of have this feeling of not having the opportunity to nurture friendship with people like those. PMA can be so lonely and sometimes I really do wonder how am I going to survive the next years with minimal social interaction with the people I actually like. Maybe that is why this blog has been so helpful at least the internet is some place where I can just pour my heart out even if I completely have no idea who's reading and how they perceive me based on the things that I write. But then again, with my life, I simpy have no choice but to find other avenues to express myself without jeopardizing myself as a cadet. Mind you one week after going on break, I could say that the most memorable times that happened where those times that I spent with people that I like and just talking about anything. Some cure to my loneliness and yet the feeling that it brings me kind of dreads the day when I will be boarding the bus again back to Baguio where I will be stuck again for another period of time. Its a good thing that we have academics when I go back at least time will just be a breeze. Right now typing this thoughts kind of gives me the urge to just pray that the friendship that I encountered will not cease to bloom the moment I go back to my life as cadet, I hope to be able to go beyond what most people do and just dig deeper into this and perhaps make the best relationship out of this people..... why is it that PMA has to be that lonely.... Well, this is how it should be and I know this feeling will pass and by the time I know it I will be bringing with me my bags again and then spending time with the people that I love....

1 comment:

Moja said...

hey dude!!! blog hopping!!! well.. you said in your post in pinoysaints that you're coming here in manila.. i pray that God will carry you and be with you always..