Sex... sex.... sex... Sex???

I jus felt that should be the title for this entry and forgive me I am going to be vulgar, just this one time, I don't seem to know how to write this entry without really using the "proper" words. So, I registered this blog in the website PinoyTopBlogs of course with the hope of increasing traffic, that was February 2. Then just around 3 days ago I made the final adjustments to my code for my blog to be monitored the voila this blog gets more traffic, as of this writing its at no 429 with 60 hits in 3 days, imagine how dramatic the increase in traffic was. But of course, the greedy person that I am, I wanted more so I checked the sites that made it to the top of the list and lo and behold I found one thing.... sex... not pornography if that is what you are asking but topics about sex. But I have to say that many are really good blogs like the one currently in number three that has current events. But then I just hate it when the "sex" blogs are there in the top. I do not know but it kind of gives me the creepy idea how sex has penetrated the mainstream of what we call as "fun." Of course, it's fun but I think there is more to that, I would like to believe that people have dwelt so much on the topic of sex that it has lost its greater essence.... hmmph... another philosophical chuva?? Try this... the other day I woke up when my room mate arrived from entertaining her girlfriend (its the girlfriend that she met once just read the post entitled Annoying conversations... chauvinist PIGS!!!). You know what he did (cover your mouth people) he puts his finger near my nose to have me smell it..... you know what I mean. The point is the young girl that was so stupid to be tricked by my room mate is now raising up to another level, they are now having sex, imagine that. And then there is this another girl the other one in that same entry, she's here today and you know what.... I do not want to ask anymore, the last story I heard was that they went into a smooching episode at the gazebo... really stupid ladies, I must say. The irony of all these is that here I am blogging about this things and it seems that I am the only one concerned...... well, I do not know anymore perhaps that is how this generation is... its always about sex... I hope not for long...

Coup??? Ngeks!!!

This morning in my Political Science Class my instructor told the class that double red alert has been declared in Manila and that there is a state of emergency. Then as I scan the news today some officers has been placed in custody on alleged coup attempts. Then just a few minutes ago, our Superintendent talked to us and informed us about the developments in manila and also to check our morale. So I'm writing this post to say what I have to say about this things.

As I read the news in another window as of this writing, two senior officers were taken into custody. One was the Commander of the First Scout Ranger Regiment BGen Lim and the other was a Marine Brigade Commander Colonel Querubin. Several months ago, I remembered that we gave a testimonial parade to Gen Lim for his promotion to the star rank and if I am not mistaken Colonel Querubin is my father's classmate who was a medal of valor awardee. I'm just not sure if my information is correct but if I am not mistaken this two officers are highly decorated and very much respected. Gen Lim went to PMA but graduated at the United States Military Academy in WestPoint, he is in fact the first member of his class to be promoted to the star rank and is the commander of the Rangers which is considered a highly trained elite unit of the Army. Then Col Querubin who simply for the fact that he has a medal of valor simply says so much. The medal, in fact, distinguishes him as a hero of the land, someone who has given our country so much pride. So now I wonder, what is happening?

The Superintendent informed us that we are not overly concerned. For one, we are not a tactical unit, we are in fact a training insitution and so we are not a potential target. He said that the media is bound to exagerrate the things that happen here in PMA to create a hype of the whole situation. Believe it or not the media has been so unfair to PMA. Last weekend, when we had our Alumni Homecoming, the media said that many of the cavaliers (that is what we call a PMA graduate) were in red when in fact there was only one class that I remembered who were wearing red and they weren't in fact wearing all red, they just wore caps that was very bright red and it did stand out plus it was nice to see especially when they were consolidated in one area. Hello, it is part of the tradition here that each class distinguish themselves and certainly there is nothing wrong to a class who decides to wear red caps for them to be noticed. And then the next day the media reported a bomb found in our vicinity claiming that it was supposed to be directed to ruin all the celebration in the Homecoming. But then they simply do not want to find out the whole story, they just report because a bomb in PMA is in fact interesting. But it was entirely wrong, it wasn't a bomb it was a bag purposedly placed there to check the preparedness of PMA in crisis situation. We do that here all the time we even have fire drills every now and then even in the wee hours of the morning. We have to be prepared especially when we expect no less than the President to grace the graduation ceremonies on 25 March.... hay nako ang media talaga....

So what is the real score here in PMA? We have a cultural presentation tonight from the Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila. And then tomorrow we have the regular parade and then for my company we will move to another barracks.... wait wait we will move to our newly renovated, now-tiled barracks with all the beautiful NEW lockers and white walls hahaha.... the others might go on privilege and maybe watch a movie at SM as for me, maybe I'll sleep the whole afternoon or maybe text my friends. So to answer the question, what more can I say... everything is normal and we are in high spirits. I assure you people not to worry, the cadets in PMA are very well taken cared of by the Superintendent and you can be confident that when we graduate we will not be the ones who will bring headaches to the government... Para sa bayan lahat to :)

Random and spontaneous

I'm beating the bugle call I'm doing this experiment ngayon mabilis naman ako mag type kahit ano na lumabas sa utak ko isusulat ko basta ganun lang....

Natapos na yung project ko sa research... ay medyo lang pala kasi ginagawa pa nung partner ko yung isang part... nagulat ako kasi biglang nagfriendster ang isa kong friend na matagal ng hindi nagparamdam sa akin hindi ko lang alam kung galit sya sa akin or something... sumakit na ang katawan ko because of yesterday's PFT as in Physical Fitness Test pero sa awa ng diyos pumasa naman ako... ano pa kaya... namiss ko pamangkin ko at nakakainis kasi sa dami ng ginawa ko ngayong study period hindi ko man lang napanood yung gusto kong panoorin na movie but at least napanood ko yung I will always love you na movie kahapon.. ang baduy may papunta punta pa sila ng states puro kabaduyan naman... biruin mo ang yaman ni richard guttierez nagawa nyang papuntahin ng states si angel locsin... ano na kasi nangyayari sa mga pelikula ngayon.... oops time is up tumutunog na ang trumpeta... baboo

Another tough day

I thought the day today was to be very bad. I woke up 10 minutes before morning mess (breakfast) beating the buzzer dressing up and rushing to the formation area when the uniform is BDA (its the one you people usually call fatigues and the thing with this uniform is that it takes time to wear it since the combat boots takes time to tie). I was almost late and then I saw the plebe that I hated also almost late when he should have been in formation 30 minutes before plus the fact that he had a compliance to me that he ignored. And then in the mess hall he does it again and I'm beginning to think that hazing was fine. It was a good thing that a classmate stopped me from doing anything. Waking up in the wrong side of the bed usually sucks up all your patience. And then comes economics class where I thought I was to be given a zero grade for a major exam that I still haven't taken. My instructor was not looking at me and I hate it because it seems that my fears were true. Well, at the end of the subject she told me that I can still take the missed exam only that I was to be given a delinquency report for not taking the exam immediately. That was in fact my first sign of relief and I thought it was to be a bad day. Then in my Physics class the major exam results were given and I had a 16.7 out of 20 which was good by the way then had a lesson exam that I knew I had a good score. Then I went on drill this afternoon again seeing the plebe that I hated but luckily I made it through the day without doing anything bad to him.

I was just trying to relate my day, it was fun though as I sit now in front of the computer recalling what happened. I had a variety of emotions in one day plus the so many letters that I made earlier which somehow eased out some of my unexpressed emotions. All in all it was a good day.

My mind is dry now I'll stop writing, I have a long study period ahead of me with two papers to be submitted tomorrow. I just hope I can sleep early so that I can wake up early the next day.....

My Prosti Story

I wrote a story about a prostitute I met last December submitted it for the Corps Magazine's Alumni issue... It was rejected. The thing with this story is that I wrote it in Tagalog. I was trying to experiment with the language and see if I can also be effective in writing in the national language. But as I said it was rejected and somehow I felt bad about it. When I competed at the Naga Press Conference I decided to write about the same prostitute and it landed me the 10th place for the whole Luzon. Of course, the version I wrote for the competition was in English but nevertheless I feel they are the same; both of them give justice to the life of a young prositute who was eaten up by a system of passive people who simply did not care. In my feature article in Naga, I said that this woman was cheated by people like you and me, cheated by the opportunity to have a better life because we simply are selfish, we just want to have what we can get out of people even at the expense of their humanity. So I am giving justice to this prostitute by posting her story I hope that by my narration your life will be touched the same way she touched mine. I will try my best to write it the way I wrote it during the competition.

Life is not fair.

Oftentimes, I hear of so many stories emphasizing this point. I hear my family, my friends, my classmates, even people that I do not know just complain about the so many injustices one can experience in a lifetime. For my part, I can begin a never ending sonata of ranting about life being unfair. One time, I joined this contest, prepared for a long time and gave it all I’ve got, in the end I lost. Later on, I found out that the contest was rigged and no matter how good I did, there simply was a predetermined winner. I complained but to no avail, the perpetrators just got away. They did not care how I really feel, they just did their thing and left.

Jopay is a young woman. She is 22 and beautiful. She said “Sa panahon ngayon, pera perahan na lang yan.” Believe it or not that statement came from a young woman who still had a lot to experience in this world. Certainly it can’t be that bad. I basically felt that this woman has lost all the hope in this world. She knows that it is unfair, accepted it and just decided to have a life where the bottom line is simply “pera perahan na lang.” Such is the irony of life. Some people just have lost their appetite for a good life that it boils down to things that are in the long run really short lived.

I, myself, am not someone who has had the luxury of a good life but I have not come to that point. More often, we complain about things then at some point reality sets in and it is as if we have one painful wake up call. In that fateful day, I went to Batangas to visit some friends. I did not know that it was the birthday of one of my friend’s father and as usual there were drinks. By 9 PM, some of my friends decided to go some place else. Being new to the place I had no idea what was in the place and I simply went along. At around one in the morning I found myself talking to Jopay, inside a motel room. And it was from there that she told me those very words that shocked me and somehow felt pity for her. Jopay is not really her real name. She later revealed that she was really Joey. Jopay was in fact a prostitute.

Jopay, or Joey, is a woman that we have cheated of life. I asked her if she was contented with how she lives her life. Her reply was a dull no. Later on, I learned that she was from Davao, stowed away from her family and is now “doing business” in Batangas. A young woman who has so much future ahead of her is with me in some cheap motel room, so far away from her family and is ready to give even her body. Coming to think of it, it was a sad reality to a young woman like her and even for me. She was a woman who has been used by men over and over again consuming all the hope and faith she has in the good things in this world. And sadder is the fact that in some way I was part of it. Life was not fair for this young lady because people like me and all others were unfair. It was cheating in the highest form paying an amount for something that can not be bought. We were actually stealing from her something that was rightfully hers and should never be taken from her.

She left the hotel room one and a half hour later with 500 pesos, a condom that we were supposed to use and a smile in her face. I just hope that the smile she wore was some hope that there is still good in this world, maybe a hope for good things to come, a hope for new life – a better life. For my part, I went out a couple of minutes later with a bigger smile. Life is unfair but it is never a reason for us to be cheaters. As I ride the bus going home, I think about Jopay, I look up the sky, close my eyes and just wish that somehow something that she lost will just be returned to her. I just hope she gets it back.

Well that's the story. hope you enjoyed it.