Random thought about spontaniety

I have 10 minutes to type this entry.

Although it was my birthday yesterday, I felt bad when the praise and worship practice at church did not turn out well. There was a conflict on what is to be done and I wondered if we were actually doing what we were supposed to do. I know that we have all the good intentions its just that our ideas of hte good intention do not jive. Grace was more particular of the details, trying to make sure that the tune is something that the congregation can sing with. She took time who holds the tambourine, how fast the song will be and so many other things. I, on the other hand, believed that the praise and worship should be spontaneous. That it should be something that is God directed and I should not worry much on the details. Although I agree that God is a God of order, but the question is, whose order? Is it our order?

I am a spontaneous person. I practically do so many things in my life just letting it be believing that God will always take care of me no matter what. But of course, I do not take things for granted. I try to plan out things beforehand but always believing that it will still up to God if He will make things happen as planned. I believe that we have to allow a certain leeway so that God can reveal himself. So in that occassion, I hated it because we beveame so preoccupied with all the details and I believe that it came to a point that we worried more of the details than do what we were supposed to do in the first place... that is to practice....

I have to stop now my time is up.....